I can really relate to today's class. As the professor said, it was painful for me to realize that even makeup that made me happy and considered self-satisfaction was a product of male-dominated society. I must have thought that I looked healthy after I put on makeup. I think I thought I was in the best condition when I was wearing makeup, and I wasn't ready when I wasn't wearing makeup. The process of realizing this seems to be painful for many other women besides me. I hope they get through it.