In the meantime, I was like, "Why do I live?I didn't have the courage to
die.So, I've always lived with whining people, including myself, but can't I just live as I thought while studying Buddhism and meditating?That's what I thought.Before it's too late, let's make a wonderful life that I want!!I've decided to throw away my mom, my wife, and not rely on anyone else, spend it proudly, enjoy it, and give it big!!