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Queen of wealth.

Nim is a noble and majestic being who came to earth with the love of God.
You are light and love.

You are innocent. You didn't even come over the wall.

I don't remember much until I was five. After that, I only remember working alone at home like a maid. Maybe it's because I saw my mom having a hard time with housework, but I kept working alone to prove that I was useful to prove my existence. All kinds of errands were my responsibility. Without saying that I'd never do it if my mom asked me to do an errand. I did it and went. Not only did he do errands but also did a great job at housework. I think he's going to take on all the bad things when he grows up, so I declare that I won't do it anymore. I don't try to do it at home. Of course, I have a lot of things to do or do, but I was angry at the thought that my family was too hard on me. It's so sad that you worked so hard to be loved as the youngest daughter, but you wanted to be included in her existence. But I think I needed a lot of compliments after doing all the housework. 

And when I and my sister asked me to buy something at home, I remember they never bought it at once. So I've thought it's not easy to have what I want in the world.
Maybe that's why she gives birth to a child and gives him plenty that he can do almost anything. I heard that children who have grown up well know how to share and live. 
I'll take what I want and what I'm going to have. Give it to others.
I eat what others used to eat.
But I don't try to do that these days. I wanted to eat it with you, but I'm going to eat only what I prepared for myself. I have a right to get good.

She's stubborn and strong. 
I had to give up everything.
He said he'd been given away by his sister.
I don't know. I don't know if I was 5 years old.
After that, I gave up everything. 
Even in the morning, I'm busy because school is so far away.
I couldn't even use the bathroom because you used it first, so I was worried that I would be late because the preparation time was late.
Even if I choose a room or a product, my parents would have prepared two things for me to share. Even if I chose them first, I had to give up when she came back later.
So later, I ended up hugging her. I want to be good too, but I know that I want to be conceded, but I can't.

But I'm even angrier to my parents who didn't mediate in that situation.
I mean, I should've cleaned up the situation and made it reasonable.
He just told me to give up everything.

And I think I tried to play the role of a son at home.
I think it's because I heard from my dad that it's too bad that there are only two daughters.
She doesn't do any housework.
I'm gonna be there, and I'm gonna be there for them.
I'm still trying to play that role at home because I'm not married yet.
Of course, I try to do it with love these days.
I'm not trying to be loved. I'm sharing love.

It's getting longer after using it.
I'm the king. 
I think she's doing that to her boyfriend.
Thank you very much for taking it.
I guess I'm alive thanks to you.
And when I said that I would change my mind after going through a hard time and not be a girl anymore and be a king, my mom and dad accepted my love little by little by little.
Of course not everything. 
Before it happened, my heart was floating with no anchor. I really thought there was nowhere to open my heart.
Now I'm alone or talking to my boyfriend.
I want to help my boyfriend become a king.

I left an Oing mission, but it was left in the comments; oh, no. You can't copy or modify it (˘̩̩̩ε˘̩ƪ)

Thank you for your warm reply. 
It's hard because I have a lot to face, but I'll listen to it repeatedly. I look forward to the day when I can cry as if I'm pouring it out. Thank you.

When asked if he loved his parents, I could not answer the question, but I could relate to the fact that he thought he should love them. That's happened to me, too. When I grow up without being loved, I thought that I would love you if I loved you. But I knew it was fake.
I'm still saying that I should love my parents, too.fi

Yes. I'm looking back at your comments. 
I look forward to the day when I still wake up and face-to-face and a lot of anger come up repeatedly and continue to vent my anger in a painful but safe place and say that I love myself and my parents, not that I should love them.
I connected your mind and sympathized with you.crying
Thank you for sharing.