In the past, I'm a nervous! Reading a book in number order. My heart is pounding, feverish, and my hands are shaking from the 5th time in front of my number. Why are you crying when I read it? What's wrong with you? What's wrong with me? I have a lot of aftereffects. When I was in 1st grade, I followed the teacher's instructions to solve the problem while reading the workbook. I wet myself and wiped myself with a mop in front of the kids. Ah! That kid is me. I was so nervous to be in public. Compared to my desire to do well, I don't have confidence. I think so. Summer of my first year of college. I went through the peak of depression. When I was in my forties, I learned psychotherapy and healed me a lot. Now I'm afraid I'll lose my health and my freedom, I'm afraid I'll be shabby, and I won't be able to dance. So I'm living a life for my health. In the future, I'm worried that I might suddenly die just before my retirement two years ago, and suddenly my body might be ruined by an accident, so I recovered my stability after counseling treatment. I want to live a dancing life beyond 80 like Hong Shin-ja-sam.