It rained. On a rainy day, I didn't like my feet to get wet, so I stayed at home all the time, and my mom took me out. I decided to go for a drive while thinking about what to do. The destination was decided in Yangyang. It took about an hour or so, and we talked about this and that on the way. Recently, I had a lot of work to do, so I didn't have time to talk like this, but as I talked after a long time, I thought my worries and feelings that had accumulated would come out. I was frustrated because it was always in tears, but I wanted to endure it today. So I held it in. I was proud of myself in the midst of complications because I was nicknamed Squidward because I had a lot of tears since I was young, but now I know how to hold back tears. Still, there is no sign of improvement. It seems to walk in the darkness where there is no end in sight. All I can do is do my best at what I can right now. Without knowing where we're going.